Sweet Poetic Life

"Do it! Do it!"
The voice inside my head screams,
"Your worthless!"
It proclaims again,
I sit here contemplating,
"Why not?"
All my rage and all my anger,
Locked inside,
Sitting...
Waiting...
Festering...
I rage against life,
That precious gift.
That ole sweet poetic life.
We only live to die.
I believe we are put here for one reason,
To learn life's cruel joke
Then die
My time is now...